I woke up today with my mind thinking hard about so many things. Thing I am not sure myself. But mostly about my relationship. I had tried to really commit myself into this relationship but I have not see or feel any gain for me. When misunderstanding happened, I just do not know what I should really say or do because I am not sure where all of this start. Everything seems not right.
When I ask before about stuffs, I thought that stuffs have been explained to me completely. But yesterday, it haunted me back, little by little, crawling with new fact. Now I am not sure did I really understood with the problem in the first place. Damn :(
I think I had given many chances to explain, and now its time for me to just let it be. I just do not want to know about stuffs anymore. When stuffs are past, please let it stay in the past. Now I know the truth, all things seems start to resolve one by one. What questions I had in mind, surprisingly answered. I am living in the present, why present must be much worser that past? Duhh~
I made up my mind last night, its time for me living in reality. No more fantasy please Hilmi. Do not hope for fairy tales. It ends here.
p/s: Wanna play HoN also distracted already. Lol
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