Bangun Pagi

Selamat Pagi Blog. Hari ini saya bangun awal actually. Selalunya pukul 1030 baru bangun. Tapi hari ini hati saya rasa xbest. Walaupun badan penat. Tapi kalau hati risau, xtenang pastilah saya xdapat tdo. Badan penat sebab main bola semalam. Memang penat. Tapi bila hati rasa xbest, nak tdo pun xdapat. Terbangun memikirkan problem sampai pukul 5. Tapi kepala still terfikir sampai sekarang, Who am I to her. Does she feel the same like this? I think she has already fast asleep. I dont get it. As far as I can think, maybe I am not so special. Unimportant. Like a stuffed doll, when you need me you take me, when I am boring, just let me alone. Nak tido balek pon xdapat. Maybe I am not worth her time. Zzz. I did not give enough time?

p/s: Dengar lagu Talking to the Moon cam sedap je.. :(

Gundah tapi Takda Hal

Semalam pergi kuar ngn Man n Mirul ke Al Safa kat Bandar Utama. Mamak n nasi lemak dye perghhh!! Pedas syal. Sampai keluar air dari hidung. Dahla xtahan pedas, makan g time perut ngah kosong. Memang Double Tap! Sakit perut je manjang pastuh. Damn. Dalam kul 12 camtuh perut mule meragam. Rasa nak ke toilet je. Ajak dorang balek. Sampai je kt umah, lari2 naik lif nak masok umah, damn... Pas setel sume g mandi n solat isya'.

Tapi dalam hati gundah gulana mengenang nasib menimpa badan yang xseberapa kurus nih. Tapi selamba, cover ngan g main HON. Sedap gak kene bantai. Men2 rupe2nye dah subuh. Mata pun da ngantok. Tapi hati still resah gelisah.Taktau nak watpe. So baring2 je lar. Sebelum tu subuh lu la..

All of sudden my mom masok lam bilik cakap dye nak g kerje. So macam biase aku salam ngan dye. Wangi je aku cium tangan mak. Hati trus xgundah gulana lagi. Aku pon xtau nape, p aku trus dapat tido pastu. Happy. Gua gundah tapi xda hal la. Hari nie pun still happy lagi.

John Mayer - Heartbreak Warfare

This is what I'm thinking. This is what happened. Its like Im stuck in a place where I cant move. So I sit and let the Sadness fills his pleasure.

"If you want, more love, why dont you say so..."