Appreciating

Sometimes all we need is a little of appreciation. Maybe because of what we did, or what we say, or anything that can be appreciated. It can be shown with words, actions or thoughts perhaps. I do remember how to appreciate people around me that need a little encouragement. Because I do need some appreciation from people around me to let myself know that I am exist to them.

I feel grateful with all I have that have been given by Allah but sometimes my little heart just full with greed, lust, envy, which put me into this uncertain unpleasant feeling. These feelings make me forget to appreciate. Or maybe I have not been appreciated well enough? I dont know. Maybe yes maybe no. But in any way, I am thankful enough. I know very much I am easily hurt. But I learn the hard way to make myself stronger than yesterday. All by myself. I know those who hold to his patience would win someday in this game. :)

P/s: Am I too clingy? I thought it is okay. But apparently not. :D

“The greatest of all gifts is the power to estimate things at their true worth”

François de la Rochefoucauld quotes (French classical author, leading exponent of the Maxime, 1613-1680)

Morning small laugh

I woke up texting my girlfriend. I asked her something like this, is it ok if I put high expectation in our relationship. I asked this kind of question because of curiosity, insecurity (maybe?), and just mere question. She replied, lets try, love dont come if we force it, it comes naturally. I dont know how to reply to that. :)

I give it some thought. Maybe I am closing myself up. I need to open my mind to see whats outside there. Hee~ In my head, one song keep on repeating, Jangan Bilang Tidak. Lol. I laugh a bit. Aiyo, I wonder how selfish I have been.

p/s: Bangun pagi gosok gigi cuci muka dan mandi... (teringat lagu tym kecik)