Just Sit down Wondering...

Hey u! Just wanna share what I'm thinking right now. More to what I'm asking this question to myself. Just sit down and read.

I wonder, what do a woman wants from a man? From what I observed, girls don't really sure what they want from man. It changes with the flow of time. It changes as we grow. Is it true? This is what I think. I sit down and wonder.

Sometimes girls want time. It may be time to spend together, time to talk heart to heart, time to go out, time to feel beloved. But for my case, most of the important time, I wasn't there for my girl. It was not entirely my fault, but I do feel sad about this. Hurm. Hey girl, how bad do you feel when this happen to you? Maybe you could let me know. I got time, but not totally for you. I have my own responsibles too, right. Please understand me. But somehow I feel that no one know and listen to my 'please understand me'. So at least this blog listen to me :-(

Sometimes girls want money from you. This is a classic scenario we can find everywhere. They treat you nicely for your money, keep you in their nice little game, cheat on your honesty, and when your money has been sucked out, you will find yourself alone without her. Beware. Person's true color is hard to recognize. Money, money, money! I admit it is important but Money can't buy everything. I'm very sure of this. This has not happen to me yet and I hope that it will never happen to me. I take this point because one of my friend has experienced this.

Sometimes girls want someone to be with. This is complicated. First, girls easily shed tears. Someone are needed(man) to be there to comfort their soft heart. It maybe because of breakups, examinations, works, studies, families, etc. Here I want to ask something. What do you do when you are falling in love to someone who at first you actually just want to comfort her heart? You don't know how to tell her. It is because you don't want to spoil the current relationships, and scare of negative response. I know it is better to just let it out. But I don't know when is the right time. Or should I just let it go? Dam-nit, that is why I try to keep my distance from girls I like. Owh, very stupid me. Better single than couple. :-( This is what I think. I keep on wondering.

Sometimes girls want to get their revenge. Dangerous. If you ever meet this situation, it will end up with you realizing that you'd been played by your so thought girlfriend. And heartbroken will follow after. I observed that girl tends to get their revenge on their next boyfriend(fake bf a.k.a next victim). I hate this. Does this innocent boy need to take the blame? Fuck off to those girls.

I'm typing this post while listening to Eamon's Fuck It. Fuck you to any girl who doesn't give a damn about boy's feelings.

I sit down here again wondering. Am I qualify? I don't have anything. I just have my sincere feeling. Would it be enough for now?